#1 Reason to be Happy!

Someone does love you, Jesus Christ.

My Heart;

I guess sometimes their are more important things than others; even a friendship

How I feel at the moment.....

Photography;

Let GO!

You know that feeling of being use to something you don't want. For me Im so use to others not being there for me as I am for them. To the point when someone finally does come around and play the part you usually play for others you being to push them away because Im "scared". Scared in a doubtful way as in "that person is probably going to hurt me so let me not get to close" or more of  a "scary" feeling that  someone actually care this much and seems unreal. And I hate the fact Im so use to this feeling I don't allow anyone to become close to me because I've gotten comfortable. So comfortable I make myself the victim and the culprit. And this is the reason why I need to LET GO! of my feelings towards others that hurt me in the past. LET GO! of those bad experience with "friends" and "family". And once I've finally done that my heart will have space for those who really belong there. 


---Im working on it Lord.

Why the broken heart? huh???

Loneliness is what breaks most hearts, not a man or woman .

I use to be a victim :)

I'm ugly;

I'm not going to tell you your beautiful from a computer screen and believe that you think you are when you can't admit it to yourself when you look in the mirror.
If you continue to compare yourself to those you think is beautiful, you will never think you are!

Hair Style of the Month!

---Hair Style of the Month ;3 (Left)

To You;

I hope one day someone read this blog and analyze who I am and state their opinion. And maybe share some advice on who they think I may be. I believe I know who I am with flaws and all but Im very interested of what others may think of me weather it's good or bad. But if you see this who ever you might be and you would like to share some thoughts about me because my blog is me, some what! :). please feel free to do so

via email----sugarbooger2011@yahoo.com  

ciao

A heart speaks for a moment;

Just because your in my life doesn't mean I would allow myself (wholly) to be in yours....

I love flowers :3

---I love flowers.

Be Someone;

Change.

Hope on sister!

I love this; favorite!

Good Question!

IN 10 YEARS, I WONDER WHO IS STILL

 GOING TO BE BY MY SIDE.

----hhhmmmm..hMMMM THINK ABOUT IT?????????

Toy Story

I love this movie because It taught me to appreciate those that were put in my life you call friends. The one's that always seem to be there for you and always know what to say when your going through something. The one's that seem more then a friend then you are. The one's you admire and can't help but to hope only for the best for. I don't ever want to be put in a position when Im so caught up with something that will distract me from those I admire like a brand new toy. woody was a great friend, a true friend, a faithful friend. I do love my friends that I call woody and I hope I could be more like him to those that deserve it :)

Princess

----I am a daughter of a royal king, I should never settle for less.  

Sunday's Best

God spoke to me today and the message he sent me was; No matter what trials you go through don't ever forget the God that I am.

Quick thought on marriage

I hardly ever think  about marriage and relationships or having a boyfriend. I think it's best that way for me but I know when I do get married some day I don't want to change who I am. Once I find myself I don't want to loose who I am. I want to be able to be myself around the person I love. 

Cloud nine

Don't let books, movies, stories, celebrities, magazines, friends, family, culture, religion, or yourself allow you to have feelings for someone that doesn't deserve it. Reality does so much more than fantasy. Stop wasting time on what could happen because if it was suppose to it would have. Let go and move on!!


:)

Destiny;

Sometimes you just have to let go if you want anything to get better; for yourself.


-I don't believe in Destiny.

Fancy face.

Sometimes
 I sit in front 
of my mirror 
and make faces.
and still think Im beautiful :)

Inspiring;

When I grow up I want to be a Woman!

What makes a Woman a Woman and a Man a Man is  not necessarily their age or what they've done in life but how much they've grown from experience and remaining wise. And  the decisions they make that would benefit not  only themselves but their life.




:)

Best Friend;

A best friend is someone who is the best at being one :)

Hello Christmas and More;

I'm real excited for December! I don't even know why I just feel like its a new month that's coming with a new beginning. Like a chance to do things differently and start over with a new mind-set and heart! I feel very confident about the new year coming at close. Knowing that this year was a challenging year but I remained victorious because I didn't give up! HERE I COME 2012! 

Twinkle toes

---I want these so bad! Its killing me!

Encouraging Words#6

:)

Encouraging Words#5

:)

You can't please everyone;

---so true;

Favorite Holiday :)

----I'm already excited for Christmas and Thanksgiving didn't even past yet!

click twice to open to another window; :)

I Got It!

I'm so happy right now!!! I finally got it! I know where to start! 


1) I need to let go of my past. I am no longer a victim of who I use to be since I gave my life to Jesus! He made me into a new creation. Who I use to be no longer exist! I need to focus on what God has done in my life more than anything because he get all the glory! this isn't an easy task but I have God to bring me through it! my past is only their to bring me down!!! and I'm only going up!!!


2) focus on what makes me happy. which is Jesus, becoming a teacher, and my friend Bionca (I love that girl)
Everything else shouldn't matter for now because it has nothing to do with me and won't do much for me. 


---taking baby steps


I'm going to be happy, In Jesus name!  
-Psalm 121 :)

NO MORE FACEBOOK!

Im so eager to help other to the point I forget to help myself with mines. This is why I don't have a facebook anymore :)

Friendship;

----so very true

Im a flower type girl.

----I love flowers

Things that would make me Smile.

- flowers

- pretty cupcakes :)

- cute puppies

- a great smile

- encouraging words

- ice cream with sprinkles :3

- a sincere hug

- anything pink with glitter ;)

- glittery pumps :)

- mango pineapple smoothie from Mcdonald :)

that's all for now :3 

Let it go!

---The simplest thing seems the hardest to do;

Growing to be Happy :)

Hey!, I don't know if anyone will ever find or see this blog but It really doesn't matter to me because this is for me and only me. Before this  blog I made one for others but it never made me happy because I was so into helping others except myself, so I stop! This blog is more of a stepping stone to making ME! happy, yes me :) and it feels good to say that. I want to see myself change and grow through this blog and maybe hopefully help other believe it is possible to be happy in your own way. And doing this for myself is a way for me :).

Good Sunday with a zing!

Okay church was amazing as always! what I got out of it was I rather go through the fire knowing that God put me there to make me better for him and be pull out then thrown away like a wet rage. Rejoice because it all starts with God. But what really really really really made my day was I had an amazing night with my friends acting silly and the type of silly you can only be around certain people :3

Jesus is my Savior! ------ And Lord Im working on it; I will be happy :)

Being Happy

It's amazing how many of us hold on to sadness expecting someone to pull us out and make us happy, but truth is it's not going to happen! in reality the only one that can make you happy is yourself. But we are so comfortable being sad/depress we feel hopeless and give up on the good things in life that would probably make us happy! stop being negative! stop feeling hopeless! just stop complaining and do something about it! Anything is possible even HAPPINESS.


:)


--note to self, I'm working on it Lord.

kindness;

----I'm working on it Lord

Happiness

My Goal isn't to make others Happy but make myself Happy.

Hotline;

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• Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
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• LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
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Are you Happy?

BOYS!

KA-POW!!!

T.Y.J.

“god sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. don’t run after them."






--- Jesus is my savior :)

A thought of my heart#3

Right now I'm in the stage of who I allow in my life, who will I take out, and who I might consider. It's just I've always been the girl that was "too nice" and I never believe there was anything wrong with that, I thought wrong! I don't see myself allowing anyone in my life that won't benefit me in any type of way or appreciate my kindness. And I will only take those out that don't deserve it at all but I'm not going to be mean to them! I just won't be as open hearted! And those that I consider are those that show me they deserve a friend like me :)
Its just I have an extremely BIG heart!!! and I learned I need to set a limit with some people because I know I will get hurt, not everyone intentions are to be a great friend to you :(

A though of my heart#2

“it happens to everyone as they grow up. you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. so you keep the wonderful memories, but you find yourself moving on.”

A thought of my heart;

---I learned that you shouldn't expect too much from others because no one is perfect, and If I'm going to care I will have a limit until they show me they deserve more of me :)

Encouraging Words#4

Encouraging Words#3

---Ta-dahhh :3

I love you J.C

------Jesus Christ is my Savior and I love him with all I have because he deserve it!

He loves me; He love me not.

My love note to someone I haven't met yet :)

---Do you understand how much less damage people could have done if they admit they might have been wrong for that person. But sometimes we become selfish and only see what we want and not what the other person may want. 

Fall/Winter

I finally organized my closet! I putted away my summer/spring cloth and took out the fall/winter. This is the first time I actually separated the two and I realize my winter cloth is garbage compared to my spring/summer cloth. The only reason for that is because I was still figuring out my style last year but by spring hit I figured it out! I'm also excited because I got ride of a lot of cloth and decided to give it to the salvation army :)

----but hello winter; HERE I COME! ;)

Encouraging Words#2

Hair Style of the Month!

It's getting there! Picture coming soon ------:)

Encouraging Words#1

Make someone day by giving.

Sometimes the best way to make someone day is giving a sensor hug; :)

Michael, Olivia, Jordan

I love my Job;

A Moment;

I love when photographers capture the perfect moment;

Deborah Charles;

First picture with braces showing with confidence;